Thursday, January 5, 2017

The Pain She Was Born With. !!

The pain She was born with. 
She was made of pain. 
She smile to the world, and cry in closed doors. 
She lives a life which she has no meaning.
She try to fix things and mess it all up over and over again. 
She is tired being good. 
She feels that being good has only caused her pain. 
The pain she was born with. 
She cried and cried, and got tired crying. 
She is lost. 
She is hurt. 
She wants to die. 
She is fighting a fight that no one knows every night. 
She is lonely, but doesn't want anyone to share this life with. 
She lost hope. 
She has standards, high standards.
She still feels lost.
She is full fear. 
She is feared what the future holds for her. 
She is fighting a battle that no one knows.
She wakes up. 
She put a smile on her face and keep walking. 
She, when the sunsets her insecurities creeps in. 
She feel lost. 
She is bold.
She is honest. 
She is true. 
She is lost. 
She is strong. 
She tells herself, you have come a long way. 
She is the best in world. 
She is humble. 
She is good. 
She knows her worth.
She is lost. 
She doesn't understand life. 
She is lost. 
She is unique.
She is like no other. 
She doesn't feel that she can share. 
She feels betrayed. 
She feels expected. 
She feels let down. 
She feels miserable. 
She cries. 
She walks and she act life it's perfect. 
She is full of pain. 
She hates life. 
She acts life she is living it with love. 
She feels unloved. 
She knows she is unlucky. 
She knows she deserve much better. 
She knows she worthy of happiness. 
She still feels that she would never see that. 
She is starting to hate herself. 
She only knows to love everyone. 
She doesn't feel loved.
She is full of pain. 
She is strong. 
She is brave. 
She keeps going. 
She doesn't want hope. 
She doesn't wish more happiness. 
She wants an end to this mystery. 
She wants death. 
She knows those who want death, death won't so mercy on them. 
She is tired. 
She is tired pretending to smile. 
She is tired of life. 
She wants the peace. 
She wants the end.
She knows she isn't even lucky to have the end. 
She will wake up and live a life that no one knows. 
She pity herself. 
She feels pathetic of herself. 
She is so fragile. 
She knows her worth. 
She is strong. 
She is going to keep living. 
She knows that pain is part of her. 
She knows that she will live and die in pain. 
She is so sensitive. 
She feels that no one single person cares of her. 
She knows that she has more loved ones than anyone. 
She still feels lonely. 
She is lost. 
She looses hope when the sunsets. 
She hopes she can keep fighting. 
She hopes this pain end some day. 
She is in pain. 
She hopes for a end to this miserableness. 

She woke up. 
She and lived her routine.
She realized how she lost the importance of herself. 
She said she is gonna live this life. 
She said she is gonna make every moment count. 
She said she is gonna have fun. 
She said she is gonna trip. 
She said she is gonna educate herself. 
She said she is gonna gain more knowledge.
She said she is gonna be undeniable. 
She said she is gonna rule her own kingdom. 
She said she will keep moving. 
She said she will never give up on herself. 
She said to herself, love you more than anyone else. 
She said be selfish. 
She said be that girl everyone admires to be. 
She said be the Queen. 
She said act like a Queen and don't just say it. 
She said she will make it count.
She said all the pain, all the fights is not to give up.
She said she will lead.
She said she will rule.
She said she will be praised.
She said she will be admired.
She said she will be inspired.
She said she will be loved, and feel loved.
She said will proof herself.
After all she is knows what she is made up, and how worthy she is.

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