I can never fight with you,
And it's so hard for me to live without you,
I am found with all our memories together,
Our crazy days and nights,
We spend together,
We ate together,
We slept togther,
Spoke hours and hours over the phone,
That ist easy to forget those little little things we did together,
Those crazy ideas we came up with in our childhood,
Those dreams to end up as a scientist,
We grew up together,
Our ideas changed,
Our views changed,
We had to move on for some good reason,
We werent ready to accept that we are moving apart,
Now a new world for me and for you,
Everything seemed to look new,
Oh yes, we just got to face the world,
All these days we were in small circle,
We wouldnt know anyone but us,
But now it's time for a new experience,
It was very hard for us to miss eachother,
We didnt have anyway way to contact eachother,
Sometimes you call and we speak for 20 mins,
Sometimes we write letters and ask friends pass it to bestfriend,
Whatever happens, Can these memories be ever erased ??
Still i was like a kid,
There were days i cried thinking of you in my new school,
Writing your names in my table,
Lying my head down and thinking of you,
You are so special in my life and will always be,
Now the i started to get to know people in my new world,
I was trying to make friends but it was hard for me,
Everyone look at me as a stranger,
And yes i was a stranger to this world,
I manage and learn to miss friends,
My nights became shorter,
It was all skype, skype skype,
Conference calls talking about how we miss eachother,
Then when days past everything started to fall in place,
New friends, teaching me new words,
Make me cry, " mummy"
Laugh at me,
Sir says make her cry she cant face the world if she is like that,
I was a tubelight,
Many said i am Immature,
But when days and nights past,
Everyone strated liking me,
I got some really good friends who care for me,
Meantime, we had our own dramas,
Again some to call as soon asi reach home to speak for hours,
After all we spoke for the whole day at school,
Again then i started having best time of life,
Which i tought i would never have without you all,
Till then all what i know is you,
Differnet Differnet set of friends,
Again Some friends,
Who trust me,
Who think i am crazy,
Who really miss me,
Who's glad that i became a part of their life,
I was always in a little cirlce,
You my friends taught me,
What the real world look like.
And How cunnning the real world is,
You made me not to be blind,
Now still,
I am like a kid,
I am immature,
But a person who know the world by not.
Just looking,
But experiencing
If i dont talk to you it may,
Mean that i am angry with you,
Be because we dont have time for eachother,
The world is bigger than we think,
And we have our own set of different friends,
But that will never mean that we are not friends,
I am always there for you,
A call is more than enough,
And i know you are always there for me.
I can never hate you,
I am never a person who can hate you,
Even if i am angry with you i will still miss you,
You my friends are more important to me,
I happy that i have met you and we are still friends,
No matter what,
Who you are?
You may not look cute as yu looked before,
You may not be rich as yu were before,
But i am there to
Only love you for what you are.......
- Shobija
17th August 2011
