Monday, June 10, 2013

Thought of killing yourself.

Thought of killing yourself.

Have you ever thought of killing yourself??
I don’t not know how many percentage of human minds this thought would have crossed, but to be frank this thought of killing myself have crossed me few times when I thought that things didn't seem to go right to at any extend in my end, because I didn't want to die I am alive writing this now. I have had friends who tried killing themselves but never succeeded in that. The recent death of Bollywood actress called Jiah Khan did make me think of :various reasons why did she kill herself.

Life.
“ Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you’re alive, it isn't. –Richard Bach”
How can anyone not agree with this quote,When  I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, “I used everything you gave me”- Erma Bombeck.” I don’t know if God exist, but all I know is you came into this world as an human the best species ever existed and exist, the only ones who can talk what they think, the only ones who can make things which were thought to be impossible happen.
I do agree with all of you that it is not easy to live in this cunning world,we humans who are things we are superior of all species, most of the time act thoughtless, before you do anything which would harm anyone else put yourselves in their shoes, and before and feel the pain.
“Live life to the fullest of the Life. –Shobija"
I studied in a Christian school and I learned the bible, my Christianity teacher said once Your body is the Temple of God you have no rights to hurt yourself because it doesn't belongs to you.  When my mom scolds me, when I and my sisters fights, when I fail my exams, when I and my friend stop talking is
 when the thought of killing myself crossed me, this do seem to be very silly reasons but at that moment those meant the most to me.

Love.
What is love? You will have your own answer to it, “Love is just one word but it has numerous meanings and feelings. –Shobija”
I have seen and I am still seeing males and females of each age group falling to be a victim of Love, when unbelievable things happening in this modernized 21st century with technology, human minds also seem to act in an unbelievable behavior as the suicide rate increases year by year.
I was told the one who kill him/herself wont go to heaven, a murder is a murder. A murderer will still live to ask forgives from God for his sins, but the one who killed him/herself wont be alive to ask forgiveness.
In my point of view people who kill themselves are braver than who are alive; I’m sure every human would feel like killing themselves in this cunning world as it is not easy to live a life here, and even killing yourself much hard. But to the braver people in my sight wherever you are and the braver people who are trying to look for peace by killing yourself, why why ??? Was killing yourself easier than living in this nasty world, asking you Jiah (actress) was you life worth dying for a guy, immature boyfriend. Having had 160K followers in twitter by just acting 3 films I see actors who have acted more than 15 to 20 movies who is still struggling reached  100K followers, you were loved by many even thou your contribution in this film industry was small. Having read you suicide note i read how much you went through in with your relationship with your boyfriend, but killing yourself for a guy who didn't know the value of you was a mistake yet I hope this would be a learning lesson for all the boys and girls, man and woman who are lost in love which have no meaning. It’s Jiah or any girl/boy in love, love your partner/spouse/lover to the fullest, forgive him/her only till you can tolerate, To be in love means two people should not only love each other, they should understand each other forgive each other, most of all respect each other, Love maybe one word but the level of showing love will differ from person to person, sometimes how much one is in love also differs, they say you can’t measure love, yes because it not liquid, solid or gas to measure but it’s a feeling, love is a feeling, when you are in love you should be feel the love. Why be in an relationship when it doesn't make you feel loved, and it just gives you pain, there is always a limit for tolerance, killing yourself is not overcoming and it's never a relief for pain. When you are in love you may feel that He/She means everything to you but yet I hope you were never born with him/her. Even twins who are born together never do not die together nor be together with each other as brother and sister; they move on and live their life. What in a man/woman will make you stick with them expect the feeling that you are in love with him/her.  There are husbands and wives who live together who don’t feel the love with each other for the sake of their children which acceptable, but what makes a boy/girl who stick to each other just because one feel the love, I don’t see a point being in a relationship with a man/woman who don’t respect you and your feelings.
Love and Life and the two most amazing thing we got, we should live our life, loving each other, respecting each other, and also behaving in a way that won’t hurt others. Sometimes we have to live our life for ourselves, we have to love our self first to be loved by others, a person who don’t love them self will kill them self, when people around you make you not love yourself, you got to move on and find new friends, do things you love, feel loved, and be with people who respect you, because there is still so much of good in this world, that the only reason world is didn't end yet.
When you love and believe in your own self, the world will believe you and love you, there will always be haters, backs steppers, cheaters, and killers. You and I know that we are not perfect our self and so is the world. All we should have is strength to do what we believe that will make us happy, sometimes moving on makes you happy then don’t hesitate to do it, better move on than dying in pain. Killing yourself might give end to hell here but you also should remember you are killing yourself for someone whom you don’t mean anything, you might sleep in peace after death you had left you parents , friends and loved ones mourning for you till their death.